After a beautiful walk at Raven Glen yesterday, Gracie and I came back to a car which seemed alternately to be dead or possessed. My always reliable car wouldn't start. At the same time it made weird little rhythmic sounds and lights which didn't stop when I turned the key off. Robert thought maybe the computer brain had a psychotic break. And our always reliable USAA roadside service also let us down. First they got the address wrong and dispatched help from hundreds of miles away. After we corrected that, the wait was again over an hour. So Gracie and I finished our walk a little after noon and Robert (who bless his heart came to get me in his car and waited for the service person) didn't get home until almost 4. Not the day either of us had planned.
My trainer called over the weekend to talk about Navaroan's not to be fixed spookiness. So I e-mailed and spoke with Laura, his former owner in Arkansas. She was really shocked at how he's behaving - he sounds like a different horse than what she'd had. That's what the vet said the second time she saw him too. In talking with Laura, it all began to make sense to me. I thought Laura had bought him from the breeder, but actually there was an intermediate stop for him. An Andalusian trainer in Florida had him for a while. Laura's impression when she went to ride him was that this trainer was frightened of him and that he'd probably been abused. I read about this all of the time, where trainers just push, push, push regardless of the horse's temperament. And pretty soon, the horse just doesn't trust people anymore. So here I've gone and inadvertently put him into a set of circumstances that's probably very similar to that Dressage Barn. I think whe...
I actually got the last seat tonight on the 5:00 commuter bus that goes from UIC to Union Station. Certainly ridership goes up when it's cold, but this is the first time I've ever seen people having to stand. The real reason, I think, is that there have been 3 strong-arm robberies on the West Side of campus already this week including 1 right outside the building where I work at 6:00 pm. Took away our illusions that these only happen on the East Side of campus and later at night. So I figure that all of the folks who would normally hang around a bit don't want to risk walking to the bus or waiting by themselves. I'm sure that winter garb - hoods and scarves and hats - makes people less able to be aware of what's going on. I've decided to be wary but not afraid. Fear is responsible for so much undesirable behavior in our world. We're afraid of people who are different from us in any way, we're afraid we might lose our high standard of living, we're af...
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